Archive for August, 2010


The overwhelming compulsion to do something.

The ability to rationalise using irrational arguments.

Convincing onesself that every time will be the last.

Being driven by the thrill of the moment.

Needing to feel that buzz.

Not being able to contemplate existence without that fix.

Watching your willpower trickle out of reach.

Reaching  that point of no return and knowing that it beat you again.

Hating onesself for lacking the strength to fight.

Being torn between enjoying and loathing the moment.




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